Social/Cyberspace
I had a great party tonight. I might be very social but I do spend too much time online. Perhaps cyberspace at times can be like the club scene. What do you think?
Its intriguing to find someone you know online. Its amusing because you know there is no chance you and him could be together. It just would not be good.
In my case, this guy is not bad looking and is a nice guy. This however is too crazy. I just hope my life is not affected by this craziness. I hope this does not get into my way of who I am. It is really too weird.
Semi-Homemade Pies and Cakes
I have always liked my mom's pumpkin pie. The custard is made with canned pumpkin and then other ingredients are added to make it taste like it is from scratch. My mom uses Pillsbury Frozen Pie Crusts, since she has not perfected the art of making a pie crust.
Most B-day Cakes I have enjoyed baked would be classified as semi-homemade. The yr my mom made a banana cake was the only year I hade a cake baked from scratch. I however like the yellow, white, marble, chocolate, and chocolate cakes my mother have baked throughout the years with the help of Duncan Heins, Pillsbury and Betty Crocker. My mother might have been a homemaker, however there was so much stuf going on, why bother baking a cake from scratch if you have a mix. One yr, my mother baked a coca cola cake for my brother one year. The cakes baked from mixes tend to be very moist, still cheaper than a bakery cake.
Next Yr of Life
This next yr of my life I hope to get a better job. I hope things will turn around financially for me. They must turn around. I need to get a better job.
Another thing I truly desire is a husband. I don't want to have my eye on anyone. Too bad I can't afford eharmony, but I guess God wants me to trust him with that more, since I can't afford eharmony anymore. I have to cancel it due to financial reasons. Anyone I hope God brings me that special someone soon.
3 Days Before next b-day
In three days I will be 31 yrs old. This is scary for it seems as though my life is heading nowhere. I need to get a new job. I have had it with the **** where I work. My dad made some comments that made me anxious. I hope God allows me to get married and a better job within the next yr to yr and a half. I need to get the job within the next month or two. I can't go on like this. I would like to get married. When my dad made those comments my anxiety levels went up.
On another note, once again my profile was viewed by that same guy. I am not comfortable with this because if this guy is interested in me, he will have to talk to me in reality not online.
I just hope I get married and a much better job than the crap I put up with now.
Gotta go
Gotta go and finish that letter.
B-Day Celebration/Resolution
Hello
I got an email, I hope I can enjoy Genos this weekend. Genos is the Bomb. Sat is my b-day. Anyway I got an email about a get together. I should have sent out stuff sooner. It was just my grandma was in the hospital. She is doing better. She will be 88 on Fri. Not bad for a women who has smoked over 72 yrs and only eats red meat, no chicken, turkey or fish. I would not advise her secret to longevity to everyone.
I hope to have a party at Genos. Hopefully my friend Erin will remember it is my b-day, since she must have forgot. She sent out a thing about a gathering I sent out a reply to everyone, telling them I was planning on having a get-together at Genos. I just hope I have not ticked anyone off. I was planning on going to church then having a b-day party at Genos with friends from small group and perhaps a few others. I will keep you all posted on that.
I hope this sticky situation is resolved. I am in the middle of writing a letter to Marvin that I will give to Jason. This thing might have had some misunderstandings which is not good.
Too make things more interesting, this guy I will call Adam who I know from church viewed my profile online. This is too weird. Adam is a nice guy, but unless he makes the move on me, I am not interested in him even though he said that he is not into game playing. I however fear he might be buddies with that great game player. In addition, other things would make me question our compatibility. I just hope I can pretend nothing happened. So what he viewed, my profile.
Whatever
I just want to say whatever, even though it would be nice to get married. However chances are very slim that I would hook up with the guy who viewed my profile on LoveandSeek.com today.
Too Funny
In the next few days I will no longer subscribe to Loveandseek.com. However someone who knows me, viewed my profile. In all honesty, it is kind of funny. If this individual was even interested in me, which I doubt, he would have to make his move if that is what was intended. I see him at church almost every weekend
After the hurt I suffered w/someone else who he might be great friends with. I don't want another ugly situation.
The whole thing is funny for he is a roommate of someone else I consider a good friend.
Life is funny even if Feb 14 is just another day. I want to get married but I really don't believe this guy who viewed my profile would be compatible with me. Nice guy, however no way unless God decides to do something to bring it about and that would be something God would have to do, since this situation is too crazy.
