Haiku
Turino is where
I wish I was presently
Enjoying it all
Instead face the music
Sooner or later, these fears
Have to be handled
Hopefully not big
As I have had to deal with
That buraeucracy
That situation
Was pure Hell, I hope it turns
Out very very well
Questions
Am I living a nightmare. Or what? I would like to find a better job. I wish that was my only concern but it is not.
There is a deeper issue. I am afraid of something. I hope I don't have to go to CV as a result of the mess I am dealing with "Marvin". I however want to close it, but I am afraid. Why did I fall for this crap. I feel like it is time to close this whole mess. This mess has made me extemely cautious. Can I trust my friend Jason, even if he is friends with Marvin? I hope God can turn this mess around somehow.
This weekend I substituted in Kidzquest. The lesson on Thou Shalt Not Kill. The lesson had more to deal with being angry and how we deal with. Man oh man I was silly stringed. An example of being hurt was when a scenario was how a favorite puppet was borrowed w/o permission. That situation can be taken care of, more easily than being played especially the way I was by Marvin. I however want to talk to him, but I will not deal with him alone. Definately not my b-day weekend. Why did I stay up late to talk to this character last yr. Why are things more complicated for grownups than just borrowing a toy w/o permission?
Anyway, if anyone is reading this, I could use your prayers.
Move On
It is time to move on. I am so burnt out on my job.
I then had to count over 40 glass things which are a SOB in and of itself for returns by the way. I did not go to school to do this !*$%. I would like to go back to office work or I might consider working for measurements and do my job. I am job fed up with this bs.
It would be nice to get a new job. Anyway, I hope my life improves. Maybe I need to speak to Marvin. Maybe I do not.
