Saturday, November 05, 2005

Today

Today I went to work. I had to deal with Tirza, a 16 year old who thinks she can tell me how to do my job. Thank God I have next weekend off. I have worked my job over a year. It is time to get a better job.

I then went to church tonight. For some reason, I at first came there with a stomach ache and some fears. It became obvious something was wrong. I know it was Satan's attack. Things however got better especially when we sang MaryMary's shackles since it described how I was feeling about stuff.

I wish I could forget some things in my life, because of the way things ended.

Thursday, November 03, 2005

back on the net

For the past 9 days I took a break from a lot of internet activity. I love this, however due to some stuff, I felt that it was best to take a break. This was a way for me to clear my head of much of the stuff that has just come.

I feel that my head is clear, even though I am still struggling with issues of fear. Maybe these issues are irrational. I have been dealing with these issues of fear for a few months.

However do I have anything to be afraid of?