Moshpit
Today from the time it seemed like I was racing against the time. Even when my friends and I went to The Winter Jam. There was a lot of good music. I was up and dancing quite a bit, especially once Toby Mac and Newsboys came on. I might be old, however that does not mean that I can't jam.
Where
Where are the jobs now
Why do I feel looked down
Got to go someplace
Hell, don't I have right
Don't look down on me, because
I am more artsy
There is more to life
Than technical and commerce
However must move
Haiku
What else do I say
Look what infatuation
Undue attention
Too close to dating
Marvin and I might as well as dated for we spent so much rediculous time. Why did we do it.
I would not have fallen for him, had he not led me on.
Haiku
What would be best thing
It seems possibly fearful
This cloud is over
Desire cloud to go
Desire for it to go away
It will not today
The game is over
I can not believe this play
Came into my life
What was I thinking?
I thought I recovered from mess
I guess I have not
Maybe I could bear
This thing, however it seems
Something must be done
Stand up
My parents are too much give into everything. It is good most of the time. There are however times that one needs to stand up for themselves such as when the damn bus leaves too early.
According to my parents one must always be guilty. I go out of my way, to avoid the appearance of trouble. There are times I have not succeeded. I wish I had a different life at times.
I hope at least a meeting will be had with Marvin, somehow. I don't feel comfortable approaching this situation alone.
Talk
Definately talk
Is something we need to do
So it will happen
A resolution
Is something I believe has
To come for closure
Tonight
Tonight I went to J-House. I ended sitting with a friend close to group but awfully close to "Marvin". In all honesty, I need to talk to him somehow w/o getting sick.
