Take The Wheel
Right now I am stressing out over my resume. In all honesty, I know somebody met well, but we come from different perspectives. No one understands me. I need to get a job I can stand to work 25 to 40 hrs a week if not more.
Anyway, I am having an anxiety attack. Tomorrow I will do measurements incorporated. I guess I have to turn this over to Jesus as the song by Carrie Underwood goes. I definately cannot do it on my own.
"Jesus take the wheel Leave it all behind, I can't do it by myself"
Control
God is in control. What do I have to be anxious about? For God is in control.
Tonight
Tonight was incredible. I believe things will be okay. Something has to happen.
Financial Breakthrough
I need a financial breakthrough immediately. I need a new job of some sort. Pray I get it, somehow. Pray also that I get discipline to look for it.
Preminitions
One of my preminitions turned out to be true. I heard L talk about P. In all reality I don't want to know P's business. P, however had good qualities and E does to. I wondered about that. Perhaps that influenced some things four mnths ago. Anyway, it must be true. Perhaps too close for comfort.
Financial
My day was okay. However I have been suffering an anxiety attack, despite reading Day 3 of The Purpose Driven Life.
I need another job. I can't pay my loans. If things do not improve w/i the next month I will have to decrease my pledge to the Capital Campaign. If anyone is reading this, I could use your prayers about this frustrating situation. Am I supposed to continue like this? I am tired of going nowhere. It is so frustrating.
Not just that, but the job I have I am fed up with the crap. Unrealistic crap on a day like today. I don't get paid enough to put up with stuff. I can't deal with my financial situation anymore.
My dad is so damn negative about everything. I know he means well, however I can identify with that character in The Yellow Wallpaper.
