Friday, July 21, 2006

This week

This week was interesting for a lot of reasons. Last night it dawned on me that some of the stuff I struggled with had to have been a major spiritual attack. Satan chose to attack me. Man did he 3 and a half to 4 yrs ago. That is what I got for raising money quickly to go to a dark part in Europe

Oh well, The Constant Obstacle Course was embraced at Writers Group

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Everything seems so Impossible

Everything seems so impossible. I want to believe that God will open a door. There is this voice. I am tired of my life going nowhere. I am truly tired of it. Maybe that job with Spherion would be for me. Oh well, I hope I find a way to make money.

I am tired of being so friggin stagnate. This is not fair! It is not fair!

Am I An Idiot or What?

I am a little disgusted with myself. I have a degree in English. I used to know how to write an essay. I however screwed up and did not write the essay I should have wrote. By the way the essay was on the importance of writing. I flubbed up but good. Maybe I was just not meant to get the job.

I did the damn best I could. My handwriting might have been illegible. I feel like an idiot.

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Way To Hot

It is way too hot for my liking. I wish it would cool down. I hate the heat and humidity.