Why?
I was hoping I would be married and have a great job. Instead I live at home making crap. My parents are begin to smoke the same thing my former frikkin VBR Counselor and Ken the incompetent idiot I had to deal with for a year and a half. Why the frik is this happening?
I don't where the damn frik to look for work? Something needs to happen. I want to get out the frikkin damn retail all together. I would bark more, but I must minimize the cuss words. I know God is going to take care of things. What the heck, I might even put in an application for that Daycare center. I however would like a job where I don't have to be on my feet. I love children but I honestly can't relate to them.
On a good note, at least people see all the perseverance, but I can only take so much. I live around an environment that causes anxiety.
If anyone reading this prays. Please pray I get a job.
Speakers
For some reason, there is no sound on my computer. I am a little pissed about that. If a little bit of money needs to be spent. I would donate it. I hope I can split the cost with my parents, however if its only $50 then I can do it.
There is this new person that my parents and brother and sister in law listen. I must confess that I think Dave Ramsey is rather jacked up.
Broken Road
I should be working on jobsearch and I will, however I was listening to The River. They have this new song out by Selah, even though it has been performed by at least a few country music singers called "The Broken Road." I love that song. Hopefully a time will come very soon that this song will be performed, such as when God provides the right one. Hopefully it will happen soon. I would like to get married and perhaps have a baby or two or even three. I know its in God's hands. Anyway, the Broken Road is a great song. I then got bored and heard a little bit of the old song by Paula Abdul "Straight Up Now Tell Me." Marvin was having fun. I had fun, despite being naive. Anyway, the only things good is I learned a lesson or two, not to mention the thing did add more depth to my writing.
Anyway I have an appointment with Dawson Personnel. Please pray. I have to go now.
Marsha
