Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Three Days

The past 3 days I have napped quite a bit, submitted 2 poems to Relevant, cleaned the b-room, did most of the dishes, did laundry and emailed to an old friend I have not seen in over 3 and a half years. Hopefully I will hear from him, just to know whats up with him, perhaps his brother.

Anyway, I will start working on my resume tonight, when I am not watching the results of American Idol. Taylor will hopefully win.

On another note, I am struggling with fear and anxiety. While I needed the time off, I am afraid. But why should I care what people think. Yet this whole situation is depressing. I just feel like I can't do anything right, but then I should not live to please anyone but God.

The only downfall is this weather and arthritis. I did not make it to my writers group due to my arthritis and the weather.

I think I will finally work on my resume