Wednesday, November 01, 2006

One Thing I Want

I desire a husband. One who will really take an interest and not just play me. That was too messed up. Why did I allow that to happen? Oh what is done is done

I must confess I have an idea of the kind of man I want. 1st of all he must seek the Lord with all his heart and soul. I want somebody who could put up with my uniqueness.

Marsha

Deleting stuff

4 weeks ago it became apparent that I was supposed to start deleting emails, especially the emails I have kept out of fear. It should not have happened, but its over.

Marvin and I were never meant.

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

The Holidays

I hope the Holidays are good this year. I hope my mom, dad, sister, brother-in-law, brother and sister-in-law can celebrate Thanksgiving and Christmas together. There is a situation that might keep it from happening. For those who read this and pray please keep this whole situation in your prayers.

By the way I hope to have a husband to be, to celebrate Christmas with. What a nice present. I hope it comes this year.

10 yrs ago, Did I mean that or what?

10 years ago I wrote a very deep poem I was very brave enough to share at a Halloween Coffee Haus in Bradley Patterson around October 30 or 31.

Anyway this is what I remember

I love you like a brother however I wish to love you more!

I don't want to ruin this rose of friendship

I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!

I dressed as a lady bug. I have a poem more recent that might be a sequel.