Thursday, December 08, 2005

The Two Most Desired Gifts

Must I be alone. I really desire that special someone, whoever and wherever he is. Life is so damn frustrating.

I can't find a better job where I would be going somewhere. I get paid crap to put up with a lot of crap. I hope I get that job and find that special someone.

I am enjoying the Christmas season, however I desire a wonderful Christian man who loves Jesus with all his heart and will not play games. I also desire a much better job than where I am working now. The job search is frustrating. Where do I look this time of year. I want to enjoy this season. I however would enjoy it more if God brings me that special someone whoever and wherever he is. Maybe I know him and maybe I don't. I need a better job by the end of the year. That would be a great way to start a new year. Last week I was tired.

It would be nice if I got those two gifts this year. When it comes to the relationship, I just want to play it cool I don't want to set myself up as I have. I want to take it easy and see what God would do, even though one possibility would be nice. But he might have found somebody, since all the good guys do and he lives miles away. Besides I will be lucky just to see him. I have been rude with him when I should not have.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Job Hunt

I am tired, however I must look for a new job so I can leave that job which is becoming more like Hell. I must leave Hell. I however need to endure Hell, until I get a better job. I am not sure I would be happy where my brother works either, even though I worked there as a temp and they were something else.

I wonder if the Front End Supervisor wants to get rid of me. Oh well, the job is Hell. I guess I will job hunt. I need a new job. I hope that damn witch does not have as much power as she damn well thinks she does. I got to get out of that Hellhole.

New job please

This year for Christmas. One of the things I definately desire and need is a new job. I just hope I can stand and stay in my present job until I get a better job. I hope God blesses me with a better job by the end of this year, beginning of next year.

My job is no longer fun. I have to put up with a head cashier who is something else. I have to keep it until I find something better. I would like to move on and not deal with that damn witch I have to deal with.

If anyone reads this takes offense please forgive me, however this is my website.

New job please

This year for Christmas. One of the things I definately desire and need is a new job. I just hope I can stand and stay in my present job until I get a better job. I hope God blesses me with a better job by the end of this year, beginning of next year.

My job is no longer fun. I have to put up with a head cashier who is something else. I have to keep it until I find something better. I would like to move on and not deal with that damn witch I have to deal with.

If anyone reads this takes offense please forgive me, however this is my website.