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Am I living a nightmare. Or what? I would like to find a better job. I wish that was my only concern but it is not.There is a deeper issue. I am afraid of something. I hope I don't have to go to CV as a result of the mess I am dealing with "Marvin". I however want to close it, but I am afraid. Why did I fall for this crap. I feel like it is time to close this whole mess. This mess has made me extemely cautious. Can I trust my friend Jason, even if he is friends with Marvin? I hope God can turn this mess around somehow.
This weekend I substituted in Kidzquest. The lesson on Thou Shalt Not Kill. The lesson had more to deal with being angry and how we deal with. Man oh man I was silly stringed. An example of being hurt was when a scenario was how a favorite puppet was borrowed w/o permission. That situation can be taken care of, more easily than being played especially the way I was by Marvin. I however want to talk to him, but I will not deal with him alone. Definately not my b-day weekend. Why did I stay up late to talk to this character last yr. Why are things more complicated for grownups than just borrowing a toy w/o permission?
Anyway, if anyone is reading this, I could use your prayers.
posted by moshpitmarsha @ 9:53 AM
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