Imperfections
It has dawned on me that there are generational sins. Worry and anxiety are the two I struggle from the most.My dad and I drive each other crazy. Today, I wanted to die or something. My dad easily gets pissed with me for whatever. I will tell you it is not easy being broke. If I had money, I would not be in this thing that can be Hell at times. I like The Yellow Wallpaper because I am as trapped as that character.
I love my dad, but we drive each other crazy. Today was one of those days of Hell, in which we pissed each off, not intentionally.
I must say this issue runs generationally. My poor Aunt is divorcing her husband of many yrs. I wondered if she married him, since she and grandpa did not get along. Perhaps that is why I have went as far as to respond to any attention from men in the past.
Why must life be such a living Hell at times?
posted by moshpitmarsha @ 6:02 PM
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