Moshpit Marsha

Today/ My Space

Yesterday I had a gloomy day until I went to J-House. I did not have to come into contact with Marvin the night before thank goodness. I have forgiven Marvin, but yet the fact I am so introspective and analytical I was bound to write another poem which I did before work. Last year at this time, I was crushed after learning I was played. May I never fall for anything that stupid agin.

I went to a forum on future relationships and egalitarism which was good and then to J-House. I needed to be at that J-House. At the end I was prayed for, which was good. Considering what all has been on my mind recently. When I got home I discovered that my old friend Christian called and told me to call him. Last night he ended up spending the night with Sam or Scoops as he calls him. Sam is an wonderful Eastern Orthodox Christian who has his masters in divinity. I understand Sam does not desire to be ordained until he is married which is possible in the tradition unlike the Catholic tradition. I called Christian this morning and we talked for over an hour which was wonderful. It was great to really catch up. Perhaps I was still hurt around Christmas time and scared over the Marvin situation not to mention it was not possible to catch up as old friends since there was a crowd. However it took a good hour to catch up. I called him briefly back in May when he came to Columbus for a wedding but it was not possible to see him, due to transportation issues.

On another note I decided to get a myspace account. I don't devote too much time to it though. I viewed Christian's myspace but I have decided I know him too well so I will not comment except maybe on a special occasion. On the other hand, if he decides to comment maybe. He is not bad looking. However unless God truly changes all the circumstances I don't want to even think of him as a potential Prince Charming. He lives 500 miles away and seems to have his own life. There are other reasons as well. I however desire someone with a lot of qualities but someone who will want to give me a lot more time and support my dreams.

When I was looking at his myspace page, I was thinking about the Eleventy-Seven's song Myspace.

posted by moshpitmarsha @ 3:20 PM